comes_the_light ([info]comes_the_light) wrote,
@ 2008-05-12 16:08:00
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Entry tags:coping skills, corrections, hope, organization

My Kingdom For A Filing Cabinet!
I’ve always been fascinated with office supplies. There are so many tools created to make my life easier and more organized. Some people get excited about walking around Home Depot. But I get excited just walking through Staples! So many post-its, highlighters, pens, forms and stickers!

I wish my emotions could use office supplies.

If I could, I would paper clip all of my “good” ideas together, write them on index cards and save them for later. In reality, they are scattered across my mind.

I would use an eraser, one of the big pink ones, to delete all of the negative messages I tell myself.

I would use rubber bands to keep a tight hold on my emotions. Sometimes they get the better of me and put me in situations I feel like I continue to pay for today.

I wish I had a file cabinet big enough to store all of my memories. As I get older and have more life experiences, I find that my ability to recall specifics is becoming less and less accurate. There are things that I want to remember forever, and sometimes the only way to do that is to put it in a file, label it in block letters, and pull it out when you’re ready.

I wish I had a ruler to keep my mind pointing in one direction. More often than not I feel like I protractor, wavering back and forth between right now, the future and “back there”. A ruler would keep me going in the right direction without allowing for any stray turns.

I wish I had a set of colored pencils big enough to add more color to my life. Today is a gray day, and I long for something greater than myself to reach down and fill in the blanks with something vibrant.

I wish I had a hole punch big enough to turn the excess paper in my life into colorful confetti. Confetti is so much fun to make, but a drag to clean up. So I guess if I had the hole punch, I’d also need to buy an industrial vacuum cleaner!

And finally, I wish I had a bottle of white out large enough to correct the mistakes I’ve made. White out doesn’t take the mistakes away, but it allows you to write over them. I could use a lot of “do overs”.




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[info]danielle_dani
2008-05-13 02:17 am UTC (link)
that's awesome, i'm the same way! no matter what store im at for whatever reason, i always gravitate towards the office supplies, always! and you are so amazing with words, its a great way of describing things

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[info]comes_the_light
2008-05-14 11:53 pm UTC (link)
Thank you so much for reassuring me that I'm not alone! Sometimes I feel like my behavior is just too weird for anyone else to do it too. How great to know that others are like me!

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[info]spikeyfluff123
2008-05-13 03:41 am UTC (link)
It would be great to have organization for our minds, but don't you just love some occasional clutter, and spontaneity?

Just think how different of a person you would be if you had white out and an eraser to just give yourself do-overs and make things go away. I probably wouldn't have had the pleasure of talking to you, so honestly I am glad you can't make your mind into an office.

I do think sometimes it would be easier though, but then I remember it is the bad stuff AND the good stuff that make me who I am.

I know some day my memories will fade, and I can imagine I would want a filing cabinet by all of those too, but maybe we forget things when we do for a reason. Who knows?!?

All I know is I like the clutter in my mind...keeps me as me, and makes things interesting.

Very well expressed idea though.

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[info]comes_the_light
2008-05-14 11:55 pm UTC (link)
I know where you're coming from and agree to a point. But I think I work so hard to do all the right things that I lose sight sometimes of what the bigger picture is. I am learning to be more spontaneous and when I am, I love it! It's like stepping off a cliff, fearing you left your parachute behind, and then having it open behind you. You're safe and free! I think balance is the key and I have to keep working on that part.

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